Wow, its been 4 years. I suddenly thought of this blog again after so many years due to a recent happening in my life that caused me to review a lot of things.

In GG&G, I’ve never wrote about the last G, Girls. Interestingly, it is the reason I decided to come back to writing blog posts into cyberspace.

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My sister once said that when you really get down to discussing stuff with someone you are serious with, you learn to “compromise the things you thought you would never compromise”. In a way after breaking up with this wonderful girl a few weeks back, I do think back and regret compromising on some things I shouldn’t have, and not compromising on somethings I should have. But I’ll skip about me and her for now and get to the point of the blog post.

I was surfing facebook and google some time back, about 3 weeks after my breakup and I came across this:


Original Image

And I smiled, thinking of a few friends I could show this to.You know, those people who spend ALL their time with their Significant Other? Well I wasn’t like that as both me and my girl knew each other friends quite well, we hanged out with groups of friends and stuff.

Anyway, that sunday, worshiping in church, the worship leader sang a song I heard once before, called “Jesus Be The Centre”

Singing that song convicted me for some reason. I searched my heart and the above image came to mind. Now for all the distractions in life, I’ve never had the problem of putting God second. Not for gaming, food, friends, work, studies or any such things, but I realized spending time with my girl has reduced the time I spent with God. I still did my ministries and stuff, but I guess I elevated her to about as high as God in terms of time spent be it with her or thinking of her(etc etc, you know what I mean).

Its amazing, something that blessed you so much can even compete with God without you knowing. I always was sure of God’s place, but when I look back at the last few years… I never realized that I placed Him further away than I should have. Again I smiled, thinking that image was really actually for me from God. Man, I felt like I just got conned or something by Him. 😀

So Jesus be the center of my Life. Yea, thats my theme for this year. Gonna spend time back with God, listen more to his music, read his Word and just get back to His love while getting over her’s. Great girl, tell ya more about her later!